Education.

I wish I knew what it was about me and school that don't mix.
Aside from the fact that it bores the hell out of me on most days. I just can't make myself push through it.
Come on though, I REALLY don't want to continue working at Starbucks for a whole lot longer so I need to get my shit together.
I've failed out of college twice now, not because I don't have the brains for it, but because I can't find the motivation.
As cliche as it is, I think an ADD/ADHD test may be in my future. I've never been tested and it almost just seems like some lame ass excuse, but something needs to change here and it seems like that may be a probable fix.
I'm terrified that I'll just flunk out again and keep beating myself up over it.
I can't keep beating myself up over this kind of crap. It's not good for me.
I don't want to be a disappointment to the people around me either. I shouldn't feel like that, but I do.
So many people always said I would never do anything with my life, and I need to prove them wrong.
I WILL prove them wrong.