First post.

I don't expect anyone to actually read this, and I might actually prefer it that way, I'm not really sure.
I've been thinking about writing a blog for a while simply as a way to spew out all the crap the rattles around in my overly active brain.
I think the soul reason I haven't is because I know this shit will get really deep, and really personal, really fast.
You see, I have this little thing about me where I don't tell people anything. I keep my thoughts and my feelings all bottled up inside me. Which I know we have all been told one thousand times is a terrible thing to do.
Alas, I do it anyway. Why? Because 99% of the time I'm simply ashamed of how I feel. I don't know if it's some deep rooted no self esteem kind of issue, if it's my massive trust issues, or if it's the fear of being vulnerable. It's probably a complete smashed together mess of all three of the above listed items, but it's pretty messed up regardless.

Anyway, this is just a small taste of what could be coming.

That is if I have the balls to ever keep up with this.